I'm most bored at lunch, shuffling in a line of people staring at their phones, yelling an order, settling at my desk and eating with the wall. I dislike commuting home. I dislike calling home (Alabama). Thinking about dinner makes my chest tight (like: I can't make another decision or it'll kill me). I check my bald spots before bed, I have one at the crown and two behind my ears because of stress. My neck hurts every morning when I wake up, and I have dreams of being overlooked or of a rabbit that is overlooked and unfed.

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